downward spiral of BAD LUCK!

hmmmm wow its been a while... linze lou wants me to post about whats happening in my life lately... but really its nothing good sooooo its hard to want to update about it...

my life is currently stuck in a downward spiral of bad luck... and im STUCK! its one thing after the other and i swear i will never get out of it!

the latest major things of bad luck are (not including my MAN problems): 1.) losing my license again for 6 months because i got a speeding ticket on my 7th month of driving probation (ie violating my probation period, which means my probation period wont start again until oct 2006 and its 12 months of probation so i wont be off till oct 2007! meaning an incident that happened in 2004 is going to follow me, corrupting my life for 3 years!!!!!!!!), 2.) my car has been acting up and the service engine soon light has been on 3 times in the last month and i havent had time to have it looked at because i work 7 days a week! and the last major bad thing: 3.) sunday night i was driving home from work at midnight, and i hit a deer with my car- keep in mind i have SR-22 because of an OWI, i just got a speeding ticket on probation and i just got my work permit so i can drive to my 3 jobs! therefore hitting a deer isnt covered on insurance, but i couldnt turn it in anyway because if i did i would lose my work permit and i wouldnt be able to drive AT ALL till october.... to make it worse i smashed my headlight/blinker housing unit and sooo NOW im going to get pulled over for not having working lights on my car! then i will have to deal with prick cops that will try to fuck me over on my work permit for not having working lights... yeah... its a never ending downward spiral..... i hate my life!

i am working 7 days a week between my 2 jobs, with not time to work at my 3rd. 40 hours at Christamore Family Treatment Center (CFTC) and about 20 hours at the Yarmouth Cafe' .... sooo i have no free time to do anything basically... sure i'm making money but trust me its all coming right back out because of this bad luck! paid $250 to get my work permit, i'm gonna hacve to get my car fixed, both my deer damage and the mechanical problems that its been having... getting a new car is not even a possibility because of the cost of SR-22, i cant afford to have full coverage on a newer car, and i cant afford insurance PLUS car payments... i'm never gonna be able to move out of my parents house at this rate! i cant afford SHIT...

yeah... well there is my depressing update...

sorry i'm no fun linze lou!