frustrations....

got my hairs cut today. got about 3 inches cut off! my layers barely fit in a ponytail! its gonna be a little bit of a nice change for summer.... i hadnt had it cut or highlighted since the begining of may. i'm trying to hold out til the middle of july to get it highlighted again, its just so damn expensive! $75 for a cut and highlight is crazy! i try to make it last as long as i can!

well i must say that, at times, this summer seems to be going by quite fast then other times i sit here and think about how gosh darn long it seems to be taking for october to get here! AHHHH!!! ---for those of you who dont know, october 15th is the date i can go get my REAL license back --- and by gosh its not coming fast enough! ...

yesterday was my only day off for the next 2 weeks therefore i convinced my momma to take me shopping (since i cant legally drive anywhere to go shopping). we went to btown to the mall and all i bought was a new purse (like i needed a new one!) from younkers, a shirt @ the vanity and THEN i had to order a pair of jeans from the buckle because the stupid store in btown NEVER has my size! everyone around must wear a 31 X 31 1/2!!! grrrr... there were all sorts of 31 X 33 but HELLO PEOPLE i'm SHORT! ok so yeah ... now the jeans i want wont be here for 7 to 10 days and then i have to get ANOTHER ride there to try them on and buy them within 5 days or they wont hold them for me .... grr dumbass people... i had to pay a $5 shipping fee to have these jeans sent to me and i had to pay in full, why wouldnt you hold them for me until i come get them, no matter how long it takes me to come get them?! they're paid for! and why do you think ppl go shopping?! its certianly not so that they have to come home with NO new jeans, and then go back a week or 2 later to try on jeans again ... grr... the whole shopping for pants process is never fun for me .... thats why i have so many shirts and purses!

well.... what else.... i dont think im even being considered for the fulltime position at work. and im rather upset about that ... i wasnt even asked if i wanted to get med certified and apparently others are going to get certified the 2nd week in july. it wasnt even brought up in my presence or asked of me. u have to be med certified to be fulltime soooo... thats why im pretty sure im not even being considered. -- im gonna stop now because im getting so pissed off just typing about it ..

hmm... well, im gonna head out, i work at the bar tonite waitressing til 9 then bartending til close... i need a nap before i have to deal with all those drunk people tonite!