4am tummy ache....

sooo i've currently got myself really worked up about an issue... and even though i dont want to deal with it, i know im gonna have to at some point.... and i really really just want to aviod it altogether ... soo... considering my shitty hours at my job @ the treatment center, i have picked up shifts at a 3rd job now...its nice to have a new atmosphere and new people to work with everyday!... but i am currently overloading myself with work... didnt have a day off this week at all ... at least with working so much, i can keep my mind busy for most of the day... sometimes i dont know what i would do with myself if i didnt work 7 days a week!? isnt that sad.... the whole not having a license thing puts a damper on my social life anyway, so i might as well work 7 days a week... that way i get to be out of the house and driving to and from work... 6 weeks until i get the license back! YAY!!! ..... followed by another 12 months of driving like an old lady.... hopefully i can manage....

soooo how do you manage to have 3 flat tires in 2 weeks?! i dunno but I SURE AS SHIT DID IT! i really wish they would finish the road work so i wouldnt have to take a freaking gravel/dirt road detour to 2 of my jobs practically 7 days a week! grrr.... ok, ok, sure i could take pavement, but it adds a good 7 min onto my already 25 min trip! grrrr.... its so stupid just hurry up and finish the damn road so i stop having flat tires every week! grrr... i really need all new tires, but im not gonna get them if i keep having to drive on gravel every week causing me excessive amounts of flat tires!

well im off to work AGAIN ... hopefully my plans for after work tonite gets my mind off things... Jeremy & i are going camping with his cousin, his brother Randy, Randy's gf ... in a tent! haha i have been camping in the bed of a truck, and campers many times .... but only once in a tent... and it was on the river ... so this should prove to be interesting ... for those of you who know me ... im a girlie girl when it comes to bugs & getting dirty... so camping with me is always entertaining! -- hope i dont make a fool of myself infront of new ppl.... mmmm.......

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my plans for the night got postponed... :-( very sad!

and in the mean time i went to bob's and got sloshed ... beth drebenstet was bartending and she made my drinks about 95% malibu and 5% pineapple... lets just say i got to the bar at 11 and 5 drinks later, at 1am, i was sloshed! we then went to hungry bear at about 130 to have breakfast.... i had an awesome western omlet... and then spent forever on my phone with my ryan nicholas, until my phone died! ... and now its 4am and im still up .. cant sleep... thinking about too many things.... and wishing i hadnt eaten that amazing omlet because now my tummy hurts .... and im never gonna get up in the morning for church like i should.... im gonna be lucky if i get up in time to talk to my family before i have to leave for work at 2! ....